Feel

I put myself to sleep with a thought

Never knew it would not let me sleep again

It was you that I had always sought

Didn't know I would lose myself in the bargain

The thought was as simple as it could be 

A question whose answer I longed to seek 

I yearned to have you by me

But fate wished for something bleak

I told you how I feel

You said you saw it the other way 

It left a lil something that could never heal 

But the thought still remained and I never could say

The month of May

Was when things took turn anew 

The thought eventually found it's way

When she asked,

'How does it feel to be with you?'

In his embrace paradise she found

Life for her was all glee

The thought still continues to resound 

Inopportune, but the she never was me !!